2006-06-16
sa.mgs.15.dance.14/3.city harvester(:
many problems come and go and i guess we have to take them in our stride huh? right now i really need the time to think through everything that happened the last few months.. turn back time to find back every single little detail. i guess memories are meant to stay as memories and i realised that my problems are always the same.
i never know why it happened or how it happened i guess it just did and we can't do anything about it except keep a distance but i hope we'll still talk. it really is hard to tell what the future holds but i guess time will tell eventually. bad or good i just will have to live with it won't i? but all i can say is that it'll be really hard for me to keep a distance away from you because of something but if thats the way it has to be than i guess i really have no choice.
to cheryl, hannah and shanise: I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR BACK NO MATTER WHAT AND YOU GUYS PLEASE CHEER UP! i know i can say this but not reallytake my own advice but i really hope you guys will cheer up and yeah keep smiling, like i said problems come and go and time will heal things eventually. even though it seems bleak now and everything but yeah it'll be fine. just trust God. i really wish i could take my own advice but i doubt it.
thank god for good friends. i really won't know what i'd do without you guys, all the laughter and the tears. well we will and can go through almost anything won't we? i really love you guys so much and i know i can always count on you guys to cheer me up. and you can count on me too. anytime. anywhere. haha (:
perhaps we'll never really know why some things never change, but i hope it'll turn for the better soon.
blabbed at 12:31 a.m.
